Surprise Mountain Saturday, August 30, 2008 at 9:37 pm

For my last weekend in Seattle, I went with a group of (mostly) Christian friends up to Surprise Mountain. It was about a fourteen-mile hike in the Cascades, passing two lakes – Lake Surprise and Glacier Lake. We made pretty decent time getting up to the top, where our resident Mountain Man brought out a watermelon, cutting board and knife, and thermos of ice cream (I am not kidding, and no one is certain of what all he carries in his pack) and we all partook in the feast. And it was very good. On the way back down, we took a dip in Surprise Lake, having brought our swimsuits. The water was cold and I was not persuaded to do anything more than duck my head under, but one brave (insane?) person swam all the way out to the other shore and back, and several others made short jaunts out into the water.

All in all, it was an excellent note to end on. It ended up being the longest hike I went on all summer, though not the most strenuous (that title would belong to Mt St Helens). I have missed the folks I spent a goodly number of my weekends (and Thursdays) with, but I am also readjusting to the college town, and its environs and people. Here’s a few glimpses from Surprise Mountain.

The rolling hills of the Cascades, looking north from Surprise Mountain off toward Glacier Peak, one of five volcanos in Washington state. Yes, it’s dormant. (HDR)

Panorama stretching from northwest to east from the top of Surprise Mountain.

Looking south from the summit across the meadow. (HDR)

I was very proud to have carried my tripod, along with everything else, all the way up to the top.

A look at a piece of meadow at the summit. It was so nicely shaded until the scramble, and then it was all rocks and wildflowers, with few trees. It was in the 80s that day, too, so we appreciated the cover when we had it.

Looking east from the summit. There was a wildfire. I don’t remember the name of the big mountain in the upper-right, except that one of its less-popular names was ‘Granite Mountain’ – and half the other mountains in the Cascades share the same nickname. (HDR)

Looking east again. (HDR)

Glacier Lake in the foreground, Surprise Lake behind that, and away off in the distance, Glacier Peak. (HDR)

 

Stillaguamish Plus Mt St Helens Thursday, August 28, 2008 at 11:55 am

A bit behind, hmm?

So, on August 2, I went out with a group to Stillaguamish (in the Cascades) as a warm-up to the following week’s Mt St Helens hike. It was foggy. (Very, very, very, very foggy.) We lost the trail for a bit, as it went off into snow, but our group leader, who is a Hiker Extraordinare, had a GPS and a map and managed to get us back to the trail. Our group leader however had not done this hike before, and as we later discovered, thought his map grid was in kilometers when it was in miles (which explains why he kept saying ‘we’re nearly there’ when we weren’t). It took all day and we, sadly, did not make it to the top. One of our members was left down at the meadows, unable to go further, and we weren’t able to find (or see) the summit after about an hour more of climbing, and so headed back for him. When we headed back, we could see something that we thought might be the summit – if it weren’t so steep. It was at about a ninety-degree angle to the ground, and loomed up out of the fog. The leader said, ‘That’s not a two or low class three…’ (which is what the summit was supposed to be – which means not all that steep but with a little exposure) and the rest of us agreed we were not equipped nor able to scale that. (The true summit was actually a bit west of where we were, but we couldn’t see it for the fog.) I don’t have too many pictures from that excursion, but here is one:

 

The next week was the Mt St Helens hike, a hike I did last year, but this year I went all the way up to the true summit. After you reach the crater rim, it is about another half mile to the west to the true summit, and there are some dicey bits of scramble to get there. Sadly, my camera was out of commission and I didn’t get any (usable) shots out of it, and had to take it in for cleaning afterwards. I was also unable to take my tripod up to the top. I am not in as much better shape this year as I’d've liked to have been, which is causing me to consider how to improve that this semester (a different topic altogether). On the other hand, the best purchase of the summer was trekking poles: I don’t know how I climbed the ash field without them, and on almost all hikes on the way down, they are a knee-saver.

But it was fun, it was good. I had one of the radios – at least on the way up – and we did some glissading on the way down (sitting down on a snow field and sliding). I hung out with folks I love, and got to know some new ones. In lieu of my own photos, I give you me, at the summit:

 

His Dark Materials Wednesday, August 13, 2008 at 8:07 pm

I recently finished Philip Pullman’s ode to Milton. It was my fantasy/fiction ‘break’ from other readings that I have pursued this summer.

First things are first, and it was very well written. Northern Lights (yes I will be pompous and use the proper English name for The Golden Compass) especially did what I have seen so rarely done in fantasy: it showed me its world rather than telling me about it first. Pullman does not start off with ‘And what is a dæmon?’ though that is a perfectly legitimate way to begin a novel. No, he drops you straightaway into Lyra’s world and, rather than expositing its workings to you in detail, he shows its workings as the story permits opportunity, and he does so quite skillfully. It was refreshing. As the series went on, however, this diminished. New discoveries about the universe were handled more clumsily, or just plainly told to the reader. And the overall narrative consistency of the story faltered, as well, creating an uneven experience at times. That said, there are parts of The Subtle Knife (the second book) that far outshone Northern Lights, but again the narrative feel was inconsistent sometimes – a problem that worsened in The Amber Spyglass, where I got the feel that even with the book’s lengths there were parts that were too rushed. Nevertheless, the ending was quite perfect, and even choked me up a bit.

On to the matters of philosophy. The goal of His Dark Materials is quite clearly to kill God. And Pullman is not circumspect about this. He does use ‘Magisterium’ and ‘The Authority,’ but also ‘Church’ and ‘God’ and ‘Pope John Calvin’ (who, in Lyra’s world, moved the papacy to Geneva before abolishing it in favor of a bureaucracy). It is interesting that nearly every person in Pullman’s universe gets a three-dimensional character, who we may at sometimes love and at other times loathe, with the exception of God, and especially his zealots. The character who plays the role of Satan (I have said this is heavily inspired by Paradise Lost, no? though there is also not an insignificant amount of Homer, too) is allowed outs, heroisms, despite the odium of certain of his acts, and given character complications that God is not.

But I have been helped to understand, through Pullman and through a conversation with an ardent Calvinist (though really a nice guy), that what I have really rejected, with almost as much force as I can muster, is the God of Calvinism. Pullman’s God and Calvin’s God, despite their great differences, share this: that he is God only because he is powerful. In strict, logically coherent Calvinism (so far as I can discern it), God creates the rules and decides (arbitrarily) what is and isn’t good. God could’ve done this or that or the other, and any way he might’ve chosen would’ve been good, because he is God, the Almighty, the Sovereign. To say God is good is tantamount to saying God is God. And this is an argument I bought for quite some time. But now I think that it is extremely mistaken, for whether or not one is very powerful, and whether or not one is creator, right is still right and wrong is still wrong. Should mankind succeed in creating true artificial intelligence, we would have moral obligations in our interactions with them, though we would not be morally obligated to interact (this is actually a point my conversation partner argued against, saying we would have no moral obligations at all to sentient beings of our own creation). And there is no moral exemption for ‘holding all the cards’ so to speak – it is still a horror to willfully do injustice to another, and capricious to extend (when all circumstances on behalf of both parties are equivalent) mercy to one and not to another. Shall we say then that God, in his dealings with most of humanity, is like the priest or Levite in the parable of the Good Samaritan? (In Christian theology, or at least that which I can appreciate, it is here that the freedom of the will, and the necessity for that freedom in forming what is human, permits the morality of the doctrine of hell.)

And yet it is all these moral concerns which I have heard vociferously denounced and even ridiculed, and spent a good portion of my time as a Christian, and also the time in my adolescence when my worldview was developing, in the company of those who denounced them, though some with more thought to what they were doing than others. And I find myself agreeing with Philip Pullman: I am not impressed with God’s power, and I have no desire at all to worship him because of it. He may very well damn me to hell for it, and I have no illusion of holding up under torture but I imagine that I would be absolutely torn to pieces under the weight of it. And so be it. If I am to worship God, I desire to do so only because of the far-surpassing excellence of his good character and his nature, not because of his power, though no doubt his character and nature move through and are expressed by means of his power. And I hope that in so saying, that if God were not the all-powerful God, and Satan were God instead, I would still despise Satan and love God. But I will not worship a monster.

Now that brings up the question of whether or not a human can tell what is and is not a monster. I think it is fairly obvious that finite beings, much smaller than the universe they live in, cannot fully appreciate or understand goodness, with all its various shapes in an endless sea of possible circumstance. But that does not mean that we cannot know any of it. In order for me to be able to worship God I must be able to see and perceive not only that he exists, but that he is also good, even if the entirety of that goodness passes out of the realm of my understanding. And if he is Creator, and Sustainer, and if he is good, then there should be no problem in my being sufficiently enabled to see enough of his goodness to know it.

I am wary of writing off God altogether, for two reasons best elucidated through quotes, one Scriptural and one Lewisian. The first, a parable I’ve written about before: the parable of the talents, in which Jesus judges poorly the man who expects him to be ‘hard,’ but well those who expect to see him well (and live their lives accordingly). It may seem silly at fist blush, but I have no qualms at the possibility of my inner expectation of the deity shaping my own character, and thus my response to that deity on that Day (permitted, of course, that this deity exists). It should be no surprise that thinking the foundation of goodness to be bad should warp a soul beyond its ability to savor or accept the presence of God.

And the other is the quote I shall leave you with, veering wildly from Pullman’s His Dark Materials with its (in my view, somewhat proper, if inappropriately generalized) indictments of Calvin’s God, to the end of Lewis’ The Last Battle where a circle of dwarfs sit in the open fields at the gateway of heaven. Lewis’ God inspires more affection and awe in me than Pullman’s, and so do Lewis’ heaven and hell inspire more love and fright, and here I am pondering their different concepts of the Almighty:

‘Aslan,’ said Lucy through her tears, ‘could you – will you – do something for these poor Dwarfs?’

‘Dearest,’ said Aslan, ‘I will show you both what I can, and what I cannot, do.’ He came close to the Dwarfs and gave a low growl: low, but it set all the air shaking. But the Dwarfs said to one another, ‘Hear that? That’s the gang at the other end of the stable. Trying to frighten us. They do it with a machine of some kind. Don’t take any notice. They won’t take us in again!’

Aslan raised his head and shook his mane. Instantly a glorious feast appeared on the Dwarfs’ knees: pies and tongues and pigeons and trifles and ices, and each Dwarf had a goblet of good wine in his right hand. But it wasn’t much use. They began eating and drinking greedily enough, but it was clear that they couldn’t taste it properly. They thought they were eating and drinking only the sort of things you might find in a stable. One said he was trying to eat hay and another said he had a bit of an old turnip and a third said he’d found a raw cabbage leaf. And they raised golden goblets of rich red wine to their lips and said ‘Ugh! Fancy drinking dirty water out of a trough that a donkey’s been at! Never thought we’d come to this.’ But very soon every Dwarf began suspecting that every other Dwarf had found something nicer than he had, and they started grabbing and snatching, and went on to quarrelling, till in a few minutes there was a free fight and all the good food was smeared on their faces and clothes or trodden under foot. But when at last they sat down to nurse their black eyes and their bleeding noses, they all said:

‘Well, at any rate there’s no Humbug here. We haven’t let anyone take us in. The Dwarfs are for the Dwarfs.’

‘You see,’ said Aslan. ‘They will not let us help them. They have chosen cunning instead of belief. Their prison is only in their own minds, yet they are in that prison; and so afraid of being taken in that they cannot be taken out. But come, children. I have other work to do.’

Olympic Peninsula Saturday, August 9, 2008 at 9:11 am

This is a quick one-off post, but I’ve had these pictures lying around for over a couple weeks now, and want to share a few of them. Not only that, but I head off to Mt St Helens for the weekend in a couple hours, and don’t have a lot of time to elaborate. But in any case, I went out to the Olympic Peninsula to visit a friend, and we managed to go to a couple of places – the Hoh Rainforest, the Pacific Coast, Blue Mountain. The pictures here are from Hoh and the top of Blue Mountain (which you could drive up to). Perhaps I will have a more detailed post about what we did later, but for now, here are some pictures.

Over and out.

Heather Lake, HDR Madness, and Color Profile Badness Friday, August 1, 2008 at 12:03 am

I am very slow at this, and do apologize. Here are pictures and related explanations from the trip to Heather Lake. Like many of my trips (though unlike the Rainier one), I took this with a Christian fellowship group I got to know last year, and of course had a blast. Posting this means I’m only one week behind, as last weekend I went to see a friend and we took excursions to the the rain forest and… well, I suppose I will get to that when I have the pictures ready. Well, that is, I will be only one week behind if I can catch up before Saturday. This I find doubtful. My weekends from here until when I leave are booked up with hiking – and I’m excited about it! I went a bit mad on taking HDR shots at Heather Lake, some of which I’ve put up here, though some are so awful it’s not worth showing them to anyone. I’ll point them out as I go.

As an aside, I spent about two hours (after getting the photos otherwise ready) navigating Photoshop’s abysmal color management system to get the colors here to appear as they do on my desktop. Apparently I will sometimes have to manually convert them each to sRGB (as the Save For Web converter is, for whatever reason, not working today). Annoying, but necessary. Now I have to decide if it’s worth going back to Flickr to try to correct this problem not only for this batch but many other batches of photos that I’ve uploaded. This is an issue that has been annoying me for well nigh a year – maybe more – but now the prospect of going back and correcting everything is rather daunting. (Stupid technology not working easily…) At least I haven’t had any problem with this affect printing (the end-goal of all this, you know). Anyways, a-here we go:

I am often distracted, when I am photographing or hiking (or photohiking?) by minutiae on the forest floor.

I did find, by wandering off and separating myself from the group (bad David!) this little waterfall created by a bunch of fallen logs. This one’s an HDR merge.

Unfortunately, I can’t really pry myself away from the distraction of minutiae. Their textures and microcosms call out to me.

A view of Heather Lake itself, with a fallen pine tree in the foreground, nearly touching the lake. This is also an HDR merge.

The last shot I’ll share, also an HDR, and a more stereotypical mountain lake. But I like it nonetheless.

So what have I learned about HDR? Well, the first is that it takes skill and steadiness to pull it off, and it can be really effective. The second thing is that because it is such a powerful tool, it can easily be overdone. Volatile: Handle with care! But I’m still learning (always). Oh, and do check out Stuck in Customs for some real HDR work. Over and out.